To my child though she never came

TO MY CHILD THOUGH SHE NEVER CAME 

I didn’t get to name you 
12 weeks was all I got 
You were in me and with me 
You were real as real can me 

I touched you but didn’t feel you 
I talked you heard me 
A gift after He left us 
Was eager for you to meet her 
Though she has left now 

No heart beat and I feared so much 
Wanted to die as you were 12 weeks 
But 12 years was the feeling
Let’s  clear her out for her safety 

I was numb
I supressed the pain 
Acted as though you never came 
But you did and your leaving hurt badly 

Two years in August 2020
But you went back 
Back to Him who gave me you 
I chose to say you were a she 
Thank You for gracing my bosom with your presence
Never met you but I miss you Baby

There is hope for the gift giver 
Shall give again 
Two for trouble is how He gives 
I love you my Baby
Forever ...